Welcome to another edition of Wishful Thinking Wednesdays. I find that I am always looking forward to Wednesday because it means I get to spend an obscene amount of time on polyvore, which I absolutely love.
Before I get down to it though... I would like to deviate to a topic that has been plaguing me lately... Forgiveness!! Now you all know of my recent arrest (can you even call it that... it's not like I went to jail) but my family is having a very difficult time dealing with this. I mean I always knew that I would be arrested someday and it should not have come as a surprise to anybody. I was not very subtle when it came to hiding the fact that I was very much for recreational drug use. Still... they cannot forgive me...they have disowned me... my father refuses to speak to me. The reality is beginning to sink in.
I have no family!!
It's a tough pill to swallow, but all I can think about (in between periods of remorse for the loss of my father) is that I do not regret a single thing. I made a mistake... but I forgive myself and I still love myself.
I am obviously aware that it has only been four days and it takes time to come to terms with something like this but I feel like disowning me was quite the drastic measure :)
My father also decided to share with my mother this little gem about his feelings on the subject...I was fine with it when I thought she was drinking... Um HELLO... Drinking and driving is WAY WORSE then sitting in a car listening to Shpongle while smoking a joint...FACT... The former can cause death the latter euphoria...HMMM which is worse?? That may be the dumbest thing I have ever heard...Just saying,,,
Anyway...sorry about the rambling... I guess I'm still having trouble dealing with the loss of my family.
BACK TO WTW!! (I have decided that an acronym would be appropriate)
This first outfit is definitely something I would wear to go out. I can definitely see myself rocking out to karaoke at the cat and fiddle (Awesome bar) in this ensemble. I would be the hottest thing there if I showed up wearing this. Seriously I actually love everything about it... It is totally a badass hippie ensemble :)
This is definitely something I would wear to the office. A huge maxi dress with a blazer. Pretty much a win all around. I really need to wear bright colors to the office because I am usually so freaking bored and blah with everything work related...
With all of the dresses and skirts that I put up here it is going to be very difficult for me to come up with outfits once winter hits :)
So that wraps up another WTW :)
What did you think??
Remember to always love and forgive yourself! Mistakes happen so learn your lesson and move on.
Endless Love and Sunshine